cheryliew

ROBSESSED!

2009-12-15T15:49:52Z

OMG!

2009-12-12T12:57:12Z

Totally must blog about this today. MUST REMIND MYSELF I SAW.........................

IKR!!! WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF BUMPING INTO A LOCAL CELEBRITY EVEN???? AND THIS IS MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE TAIWAN DRAMA IDOL LOR! DAMN EXCITING YOU KNOW YOU KNOW YOU KNOW???? AIYAH NOBODY WILL KNOW, ONLY I WILL :) OMG OMG OMG OMG <3 T THE MAXXXXXXXXXXXXX I'M GONNA GO WATCH HIS SHOWS AGAIN HEHEHEHEHEHE BAIXZXZXZXZX

cheryliew @ 2009-11-30T18:01:00

2009-11-30T10:03:35Z

The best thing in the world that has ever happened t me.

I love you, B :):):)

MAD ANGRY DAY

2009-11-30T04:16:57Z

THIS MORNING I WOKE UP LATE FOR SCHOOL, 9AM CLASS AND I WOKE UP AT 9AM. THANK GOD I STAY 5 MINS AWAY FROM SCHOOL BUTTTTTTT THE BUS TOOK MAD LONG T ARRIVE BECAUSE I MISSED THE ONE BEFORE THAT. THEN WHEN I REACHED SCHOOL I DROPPED MY NEW RED NANO BABY BOUGHT FOR ME. WHAT MORE???? 4 IRRITATING INDECISIVE GIRLS WHO CAN'T EVEN MAKE UP THEIR MINDS WHEN THEY WANT T BUY 2 FOR $2 POKKA TEA. PEACH TEA GREEN TEA OR WHAT ALSO CANNOT DECIDE. THEN WHEN I REACH CLASS I REALISED THAT NEXT WEEK IS OUR PROJECT DEADLINE THAT I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED. DIE DIE LIAOZZZZZ

KBYE

DEAD BLOG!

2009-11-09T16:41:57Z

Will update this week! Bye!

My August.

2009-08-26T19:15:25Z

1) Crying in the back of the school stairs (not a first anyway)

Projects are a bitch and I sometimes wished in the middle of the nights where Sam and I worked on my home's dining table that we had exams instead. So you could imagine the happiness we had when it was finally the day of presentation where we were free from the hands of editing. When you give in something so much, you would never expect that your lecturer would turn her back on you and doubt if the work was really done by yourself. I have never felt so utterly insulted in my life, something that I put my heart into had been gone into nought by just a sentence my teacher says about me. It was heartbreaking that i had t bring myself somewhere else t process what she said and the panel of judges suspiciously eyeing me. It was the first time I thought that my work could never be good again or it'll be "work too good t be mine"

2) Getting the golden ticket out of gross Singapore.

I'm working my ass of my t get my 190 dollar budget airlines ticket worthwhile in Bangkok. Hopefully I'll get at least 200sing dollars a day t spend there and then I'd be glad. I CAN'T WAIT T GET OUT OF THIS SMELLY LAND!!!

3) Crawling back t you.

Complications and hitches and snitches and glitches, I still cannot forget.

PS. Will always love you.

4) Every cloud has a silver lining.

Though sad, I'm glad I still have babies with me. Having more time t play with, I also catched up with others and I'm really thankful that even though some friends I haven't talked t in a long while, I still have them. Jinyan, Corrine, Roy, Shen, Jielong, Xing (that asshole) and many others. Love you all <3

cheryliew @ 2009-08-02T19:15:00

2009-08-02T11:17:50Z

Very bad week!

Le Sigh.

2009-08-01T04:48:24Z

For the closest boy t me;

2009-07-31T17:33:43Z

It's been the longest time I've ever felt so guilty about hurting someone. You're the one I'll always leave a place in my heart for because no one can ever make me feel the same way as you did. For everything you've done for me, I'll never forget, and i'll never want to. I feel numb, just like you and I know in time, you'll get someone tons of times better than me and I'll never regret what I did today. I'll never be good enough for you, you've been the best I ever had and I never can say any amount of thank yous because it might take a million years until my throat runs dry. I always believed that as long as the decision comes from the heart, it'll never be wrong so I will stand by this and not hurt you anymore. I've been the worst girl anyone can ever think of. You've given me so much, not only the materialistic things but many others too. I've learnt so much, and this post can never contain how I feel about you. Growing up with you will always be one of my favorite memories. You were without a doubt my strongest, longest love and i will never forget the times spent with you. Though things and people change, memories remain and i will always hold ours close to my heart. We had our ups and downs - all relationships do but i know what we had was real. I will always hold what we had on a platform because so far, you are all I know of love. I know time will heal all wounds and I'll always be praying that you'll find the happiness that you deserve. I love you, remember never t count t 4 because I can never wash away what I feel for you.
Tonight, I'll cry and and think about all the memories we shared and I hope you do too. But tomorrow, please start anew and forget about me because I would never want you t feel pain ever again.

For the 16months and 2 days we had,

Love,
The girl who left her heart in your bedroom.

Eclipse.

2009-07-25T13:51:18Z

SO ANGRY WITH STUPID BELLA SWAN. STILL WANT BEST OF BOTH WORLDS. SO ANGRY! EDWARD.................... SO POOR THING. BREAK UP WITH HER AND LET HER BE WITH JACOB LA. ANGER SIA.

Life nowadays quite shiok la.

2009-07-20T09:36:58Z

Super.

2009-07-16T11:35:24Z

Very. Very. Very. Very. Very. Anger.

My Best Friend.

2009-07-14T12:19:50Z

As many people already know, I have a Best Friend and we were really close last year. We did almost everything together, went through boys together and passings of family members. Not only did we support each other during our tough times, we also witnessed the happy moments come in each other's lives. Such as the the coming together of her and her present boyfriend, the mouse. Since mouse, we've met lesser and lesser. I don't blame him, I blame it on us not working hard enough t maintain this friendship. It's not that we're not friends anymore, in fact we're closer than ever. Recently thanks t my Homie I met her and the 3 of us sat together and reminisced our old times.

It felt good t just talk and catch up on each other's lives and what was going on, no matter the good or the bad. Even today, as we did our favourite thing last year, talking over bubble tea and hot dogs in the library. Since young I always had a very warped impression of Best Friends. I never had one, and I always wanted t know how it felt like knowing i could run t someone and show her my true face no matter what and she would never judge. The pair always could quarrel but make up, without even communicating they can also know what each other's thinking. What I imagined was something like what one would think of as a couple.

After we drifted slowly and definitely apart, Sam became next t my closest friends. People who knew Corrine and I would ask us where the other was, and I don't know on her part, but it never felt good for me because I never knew where she was. Sam was the one who covered up my break times and I was not alone during the times Corrine was not around. I never knew what status Sam had in my life, from coursemates t friends, t the girl who introduced me t my ex boyfriend, t the girl who broke my boyfriend and up t classmates and then t friends again. We had this major misunderstanding, no, I had this major misunderstanding of her and we stopped talking for quite some time. Now we're back at one, many people misjudge and think that she is my new best friend. I never denied it, but Sam is definitely someone who I can tell my secrets t and I know she can listen and change it into a total joke just so I won't be frowning. Though sometimes it gets on my nerves that she has such bad temper, she flares up at times but they're all for a reason. People who don't know her would probably think of it as being arrogant but she most definitely is not. She's a really good friend t have and never would let me down.

Today, I feel really glad t have these 2 friends by my side. Though this might not be for long, our Poly life is ending soon, but I have this huge feeling that we'd stay friends forever. My 2 closest friends, my best friend and my best partner-in-crime.

It's cheesy but I'll have t say it:
I love you Corrine Ho and Samantha Kayyyyyyyyyy <3

Prejudice in the world.

2009-07-14T04:10:49Z

Would never disappear. No matter how everyone says we're all equal in the 21st century, certain people just cannot be impartial.

K I've cooled down because.........

2009-07-08T13:04:53Z

Plan T, H is coming over t NP tomorrow, and we're gonna meet up.

H: Eh tomorrow 2.30 we meet ah.
Me: Eh you tomorrow actually come for what ah?
H: Errr I tomorrow come already then you'll know la.
Me: Eh if you tell me you come specially t see me I'll be so touched I pee in my fbts now.
H: Priority is you la, but please don't pee in your fbts.

AWWWWWWWWWW.

But still,
AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Retard.

2009-07-08T09:40:00Z

I said I was going for Napfa at about.... 4.20?

The hell? You'd think that the whole shit would take like what, 5 hours until 9pm one meh? Okay, forgiven for the part that you wouldn't know S and I attitude the freaking Napfa tester cos he didn't allow us t take the test together. Angry. But still, text me t inform me going out with B and W leh! (B&W WOW okay sorry digress) SO FREAKING ANGRY still kenna this kind of text. You tell me? Of course pissed off! See! I totally controlled my anger! Never reply or say anything nasty! Improvement sia! STILL, I AM NOT TALKING T YOU FOR 1 WEEK. Stupid retard. So anger. Anger X 100000. Anger t the max.

And I haven't even started about the stupid Napfa tester. What is wrong with him? Oh, nothing la, except that he's ugly, short, rude and so disgusting t talk t. We pay t come t school one leh! Napfa is actually don't need t take one lor, we just want t take cos we think we're good enough and what is wrong with taking together with my friend? One number away only! Then want t gei gao so much. (Gei gao = a new word I learnt from Sam) Still want t no way the friend leh, so rude. Make me so angry. I look at him in the disgusting colour and I think they should totally let him get a nicer dull colour like black, cos everyone can take black. But not everyone can take orange. Bright orange at that. That's not the point. The point is, WHO IS HE T MAKE THE DECISIONS? WHAT IS THE POINT OF TAKING NAPFA IF IT'S A STRANGER HOLDING MY FEET FOR ME T DO MY SIT UPS? People also need encouragement lor. I think all along no one was his friend t do napfa with him and hold his legs that's why he so gei gao must force us apart la. Nevermind, shall not stoop myself so low until can see his face. PS. cos he is really very short la, not that I want t yaya that I'm tall, but HE IS REALLY SHORT. Remember how tall you were in Primary 2? Yah, about that height. Shall not waste time talking about him already. Waste my time only. Wasted time talking t him just now already. Waste somemore. Annoyed.

On a lighter but not very light note, Bejeweled cleared the scores again!!!!! Angry again!!! K nevermind. Not so shallow. I promise t not play bejeweled so often and start thinking of what I want t do for my stupid Digital Effects final assignment.

Anyway, i don't know where t start about the photos. There are like a million photos I've yet t blog about but they're all on Facebook. Hell, Sam just exclaimed, "OMG YOU'RE BLOGGING??? YOU HAVEN'T BLOGGED FOR 5 YEARS!!!" Okay la, give the stupid Orangeman some credit for making me so pissed off i want t eat him. K digress number 2.

K I want t start oogling at Contact rugby boys having training in front of me now. Then 15 minutes later want t go do work. Since the bloody day is going so bad, I shall make it worse by doing my tomorrow-is-the-deadline work.

X

Why teacher don't like me?

2009-07-07T04:02:57Z

SO HUNGRY LORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
(One nice packet of cai fan appear please one packet of cai fan appear please one packet of cai fan appear please chants)

Kbye :(

cheryliew @ 2009-06-23T21:43:00

2009-06-23T13:45:18Z

If you say no, I won't go.

Say no. Just say no.

cheryliew @ 2009-06-22T15:49:00

2009-06-22T07:50:38Z

Better this way, anyway I'm leaving soon.

Home Alone 12.

2009-06-22T07:06:58Z

Zool was lazy.
Babies meeting delayed.
Sam visit Grandma.
Roy Cheng don't know.
Yaonan attachment.
Boyfriend...............

Break up.

Agnes B sent me an email.

2009-06-20T17:02:04Z

THEY ARE HAVING SALES OMG IT IS TEMPTING ME SO MUCH I HAVE T GO.

I JUST HAVE T GO.

LETS GO NEXT WEEK K B????????

BRING ME.

HAHA

2009-06-20T16:10:45Z

Me: OMG TWILIGHT!!! EDWARD CULLEN SO HOT!!! *Stares at poster.

Sam: OMG TRANSFORMERS!!

I look at her and she's obviously mocking at me for being so superficially engrossed in a fictional character.

When I'm walking the path alone;

2009-05-21T15:43:10Z

My future seems so bleak the way things are going now. My lecturer said I'm hopeless much too loudly in conference room holding some Unusual Productions art people just because it was my first time being a professional sound man and I wasn't as skilled in doing it like she does. I even got send back t school on my own budget t bring back some base plate for the stupid video camera because apparently it's my fault for not checking that it was a different set from what I used the previous day. School, if you ask me, is draining me so out i've slept at 9pm the past 2 weeks. We didn't even go t school today, and had a full day of filming since 8.15am at Bendemeer Secondary school. My limits are reaching, I have no idea how much further I can go with such a tight schedule.

Not that I don't know that this is a damn good chance of filming, not everyone can film for Asian Youth Games hosted by Singapore for the first time and I really don't want t bring shame t NP or anything, but I feel so freaking dissed by my lecturer. I know I may not be the best student, but she is making me feel like I've an IQ level of 10.

In these tough times, all I can ever look forward t everyday is meeting the babies. Pravin the liar, Taufick Tabung, Zaid, Zac, Reynerdo,Yong Man, Simpang, and my bimbos Janice, Rach, Joanna and Samantha Kay my best partner in crime. I love you my dear friends so much, and I really hope we don't fall apart.

Enough of ranting, I need t be in school 8am by orders of my boss Yin Mei. Off i go t bed.

Nightzzzzzzzzzzz

SIAN

2009-04-12T18:56:39Z

WHEN WILL MY MOTHER LET ME GO OUT LATE AH.
I ALSO WANT T EAT CORN AT MACS AT BATOK LEH.

:(

My Poly life is NOT good, because.......

2009-04-08T14:48:38Z

I have never, ever, I repeat, ever, gotten an "A" in the past 2 years. The only thing I've earned is average results and 3 failing modules. Friends came and went, I went for all GL trainings and bonding and training camps but NOT the actual Sports Camp 09/10. My coursemates (some) HATE me t the core, and I've made only a truly true and close friend from my course = Samantha (Josephine) Kay. My IS module classes held NONE/NILCH/NADA hot boys before, and I never met anyone cool. I am such a failure, I haven't went overseas with school before. I never clubbed at all! Not once! I am so proud of myself. And I lost a best friend t a stupid mouse. Hehe just kidding Jerry Loo, you know I love you.

Okay, I was bored and this went through my mind. I am going t play Sims (pets). Baibaizzzz.